Doing me in 2009 – what does that mean.
Well, for some long time – exactly for the last 8 years I have always managed to always but others in front of myself. I have learned that if you don’t love you then how can you expect anyone else to….the same as if you don’t respect yourself no one else will. Life is so short, people come and go everyday but, I know that before I close my eyes for the very last time I want to know that I have done some of the things that I have planned for my life.
Now I am not sure if I ever mentioned but I got married very, very young. Looking back I didn’t even know what marriage was, the responsibilities of a wife and mother for a 19 year old herself is the road I chose to go down. I was in love – I put mu husband before myself and although I love him. I love myself as well. I had to sit back and revamp and evaluate what I was doing to myself. My treatment towards me was self destructive. I did not take care of my mind, body or soul.
But now in 2009 I know that change is inevitable. It will happen.. I plan to pursue my plus size modeling, taking better care of myself, and put me first.
That’s that…..candi out
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1 comment:
That's right! Do you!
Of course you love your family, but you should ALWAYS have time for yourself, to do the things that you wanna do. It'll make you a better wife and mother because you'll probably be happier. I wish you all the luck in the world! :)
I also wish you luck on the plus-size modeling. I think that's so cool. And you're so pretty, so I'm sure that'll go great for you!
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